If you're reading this, don't bother asking me about it. I won't explain it to you..

"It's just a drop in the ocean, 

a change in the weather,

 I was praying that you and me might end up together. 

It's like wishing for rain while I stand in the desert, 

but I'm holding you closer than most,

 because you are my heaven."

Ron Pope.

Probably not written about him falling for his straight best friend, but you never know.

I do try to talk sense when I'm with you but it all comes out like crap, or I'll blurt out "I hate you" and grab your hand.

It's just I don't really know how to act around you any more.

"Are you going to get to the point Molly?"

Erm I'm not sure, I don't know if I want to put it into words, because it sounds mushy.

Why do you have to be so confusing? Why do I have to be so confused?

You're so willing to hold my hand, kiss me, pretend I'm your boyfriend, but what you don't get is, there are feelings there for me.

FEELINGS?! Cold hearted Molly has feelings?!
Yes. She does.

It's not like they get her anywhere though is it, feelings for a heterosexual girl.

I just want to hug you and kiss you and call you baby.

"But you do that all ready"

Well I want it to mean something.

"Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain,

kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain,

because I've seen sparks fly every time you smile."

Yes Taylor, I couldn't have put it better myself.
Would it be weird if I told you how I felt about you? It's not like you haven't realised.
But if I told you PROPERLY, would that be stupid?
Is there any point? It's not like it would change anything. Nothing I do will change anything.

"So why are you writing this Molly?"
I DON'T KNOW, OK? STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS.

I don't know if I should post this, because she'll read it and know it's about her...

Hmmm being a teenager, fun isn't it.

Well, here goes nothing, three two one 'PUBLISH'